Dear one, by approaching the past with humility, empathy, and an eagerness to find answers to most of the issues affecting your growth and development, you will become fulfilled and free. You see, you already know what bothers you, you just don't understand why you are stuck with the same problems over and over again. So, how do you get unstuck? How do you get answers to better your situation? How do you help your unbelief and demand the treatment and transformation you deserve?
You see, you must first understand that you are fearfully and wonderfully made and that your body is made to heal itself, release unwanted toxins and pathogens that cause illnesses. So you ask now, why can't I release all of the bad thoughts and feelings that make me feel bad, and even sick to the point of hating myself and others? Well, in order to even begin to heal you must first admit that you do not know who you are and that you are capable of healing yourself, and your circumstances. Admit it, you just don't know how to feel better and be truly free! You are lost and need help. Let's start here! Sister, don't become overwhelmed by your state of mind, take baby steps, sure steps, to get the healing you desperately desire.
And he said, "Truly I tell you unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven." ~ Matthew 18:3
Testimony and revelation:
I had an aha moment as I was watching a movie this past weekend entitled, "All Eyez on Me" (2017). The movie is a drama documenting the life of a young man cut off way before his time. It's the story of Tupac Shakur. What was strikingly obvious, was his awareness that his mother, Afeni Shakur, had a weak mindset and most of the women he encountered, except for Jada Pinkett Smith, a woman he honored and felt a deep sense of oneness with on a spiritual level. Interestingly, though he valued and fully credited his mother's influence on his artistry and creativity, Tupac noticed the effects of his mother's past and how it shaped his life forever. Unfortunately, like Tupac, many men, women, and children become products of their environment and culture seems to have a powerful influence on their lifestyle, one that not even the will to live can have its way.
This is why it is extremely important to know yourself, to know that you matter, that you are not just existing, but you are a fully capable, wholesome, and strong vessel for change, healing, and transformation. You can overcome any obstacle, and rise above the noisy chatter of self-doubt, eliminate the pangs of fear, and extinguish the clouds of doom coming from all walks of life. So, you ask again, how can I escape this cycle of doom and gloom? Dear one, the answer is closer than you think. It lies deep within you and all you have to do is call it out. You see, you have to want help. You have to get fed up and tired of feeling the way you are feeling. You have to find the strength to say no to this life of pain and suffering. All eyes are on you to get the help you need and leave a legacy of honor, strength, and hope for your children. You see, once you know that you are called to be healthy and whole, you will then realize that you have a purpose and you will eventually come to know what it is.
Unfortunately, I can't give you the answers you may be looking for. You only have to venture on a journey of faith in order to find out who you are, and why you are here on this earth. The journey begins with a question, but, I must warn you, be careful what you ask for. I say this because, everyone wants to know this or that, but the key to truth and getting to know your authentic self is to ask the right questions. So I say to you, pray about all things. Be honest, humble, patient, and kind to yourself. You are not perfect but in time, perfection can be attained in Christ, because His love is the answer to all of your problems. Until you get on the path called by Him, you will never know who you are and why you are here, and what you are called to do. Don't despair, my friend, there's good news; the fact that you seek wholeheartedly, and purely will only grant you what you seek. For he who seeks, finds, and he who asks receives.
Dear one, I pray that you find the answers you seek. Be bold, brave and confident so that you will reap a reward for your faith. Don't be afraid to know the truth no matter how shocking or painful, it is. Now is your time to grow in leaps and bounds simply because you choose to abandon fear and take on mercy as your crown of glory. You will be given all the tools you need daily to live freely, one day at a time, each and every day. If you believe this say, Amen. Now, go and be at peace with your decision to be made whole today. Help has arrived. Your day of deliverance is here! Glory be to God. Hallelujah!! All thanks and praises are to God for your breakthrough, Now, all eyes will be on you for a better reason, for you have overcome!
Love and Light,
Crystal E. Melville- Your Higher Self Coach
P.s. If you know a woman and her family who needs help breaking free from her old self, past, and addiction to sex, drugs, and other spiritual dominions, please share this post with her. Be well.
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